tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-63480368461716895362024-03-05T04:36:26.612+00:00Lost in Transgender Crossdressing, Autogynephilia, Transgender, Feminisation Transsexual Fantasy & Crossdreaming. Male to Female Transformation. TG Films & Videos. Forced Fem & Men Becoming WomenCheryl Sussexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512809610979507630noreply@blogger.comBlogger108125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6348036846171689536.post-66148666596883194692021-04-24T16:05:00.004+01:002021-04-24T18:55:17.172+01:00Maintenance of Gender Dysphoria via Estrogen<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1mFrTFe4LkBSHvV9AFYtyh0DPVtsSw22SUFM_CIMi95ui_VDxmXx2F0qFgnQjY3U9EPdhGALKKy9b8gMDDrb3ohtpxPdhIXDt-8xBRAx5k-zk0H4YA7_q69QgO-Pwe9sheC2PoP_9ar5S/s2048/Cheryl02.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1365" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1mFrTFe4LkBSHvV9AFYtyh0DPVtsSw22SUFM_CIMi95ui_VDxmXx2F0qFgnQjY3U9EPdhGALKKy9b8gMDDrb3ohtpxPdhIXDt-8xBRAx5k-zk0H4YA7_q69QgO-Pwe9sheC2PoP_9ar5S/s320/Cheryl02.jpg" /></a></div> I have often felt that I use estrogen as a way of keeping the feelings of GD (gender dysphoria) at bay. The initial approach was the hormones without transition idea, so I could simply feel better about myself and accept a measure of feminisation to keep my GD in check. A maintenance of my body chemistry so as I could feel normal. This has worked well for me in most ways pushing the nasty nagging 'noise' of GD out of the way, so as I can get on with life. Naturally over time even with a low dose you WILL feminise. But this is what you want anyway, what you have been longing and desiring for as long as you can remember.<p></p><p>We hear a lot about GD as being a feeling of not feeling at ease with your own physical gender and or gender role within our society. </p><p>So what are these feelings actually like for me? If I don't use estrogen I slowly build up a level of GD which simply becomes intolerable. Serious obsessional thoughts, pretty much night and day regarding wanting to be female, wanting to go back on estrogen for its mental effects, wanting the physical effects of estrogen. Feelings of intense jealousy of women, of wanting to be like them. Intense sadness of the realisation of being a male. Living your life for the expectations of others and not your own wishes. Repression of femininity expression leading to fantasies of being female through your own sexuality, as a symptom of GD. </p><p>Taking estrogen the plus points:</p><p>- Feeling of at easy and calm within yourself.</p><p>- All of the obsessional thoughts, and the 'noise' of GD is greatly reduced by 80% or more</p><p>- Happy not being so sexually driven, being in control.</p><p>- Feeling good about the physical feminizing effects </p><p>- Liking what you see in the mirror</p><p>- A more colourful and meaningful sexuality</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiezzx4uFhWpPOoqVCPkZaYChXeIkH1T_jEXMFppwsyNK_d8d7r3jDYer2QdQLO539kKJ4QF-GfiIeMVN5sPtJjewjJRBB3-sZxkQPt51A_yki2M6w9155wKirlSpHCrNbEohmv9ugOrdMS/s2048/Cheryl01.jpg" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1365" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiezzx4uFhWpPOoqVCPkZaYChXeIkH1T_jEXMFppwsyNK_d8d7r3jDYer2QdQLO539kKJ4QF-GfiIeMVN5sPtJjewjJRBB3-sZxkQPt51A_yki2M6w9155wKirlSpHCrNbEohmv9ugOrdMS/s320/Cheryl01.jpg" /></a></div>As estrogen makes me feel much more like 'me' does this mean I have the necessary estrogen receptors in my brain to make me feel good? Perhaps responding positively to estogen is indeed a physical test to determine who should seriously consider partial or full transition. We are told that if a regular guy were to take estrogens he would certainly not feel happy about himself, even if this were done as a blind test.<p></p><p>I have been on and off hormones for many years. The GD clears up nicely on hormones to the point were you often feel 'cured' but stopping the treatment soon brings back all of the problems you had before. So I am coming to the conclusion that taking estrogen is really what my body demands now to feel normal and happy. </p><p>Feminisation is so very much desired but it is also feared, as you have to worry about how others will see you and how you're going to fit into the society. I often think that feminisation is so desired by me, like someone who desires power or gold to the extent that the desire itself should be forbidden. A sense of guilt about having the need which can cause you to try your best to try and return to being a regular male again. </p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPZTEBeuMvXKSwVF_JuLLXao66-Zlb9A8EuAKuNiItSKZDt2_sd-N-lX7bdSwVdm5Y121Q0pFA_6zkAJ1Xv5_leNqqfg0CF7WdtVQ-tH7RFuFtDzvN0LWJYakB0tMK9-vrCsyVLjcRjzv5/s1300/Cheryl06.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1300" data-original-width="1244" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPZTEBeuMvXKSwVF_JuLLXao66-Zlb9A8EuAKuNiItSKZDt2_sd-N-lX7bdSwVdm5Y121Q0pFA_6zkAJ1Xv5_leNqqfg0CF7WdtVQ-tH7RFuFtDzvN0LWJYakB0tMK9-vrCsyVLjcRjzv5/s320/Cheryl06.jpg" /></a></div>A feeling that I should 'pull myself together', and abandon the trans feelings. This is always done out of fear. This has occued many times to me, but each time I go back to estrogen to save me from the darkness of GD. Of course I have push myself futher down the line of transition each time I have done this.<p></p><p><br />I still live as a male, but when on estrogen, when it kicks in, I may get called madame when shopping or out and about. Even if I am trying to present as male. I have grown my hair long and wear a ponytail, I would not want to have my hair short ever again, I am happy with my body and the changes and don't regret what estrogen has done, yet I fear going past a certain point. We see ourselves differently to the way other see us and I am often surprised if I'm taken as female.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXlGc4aJdkcKtM_FIAikkzEjIPCiyVpMP-qy3ITcAvZ8-gu_-GRKqgH7OhBixs4NJZyx8QI7QU7bvXvvuaudmT6c5z-xjBA5GYb9Qyc4gChueTNJdD9j7Q28MxKNX3bAXUlys2kWsaETU-/s2048/Cheryl04.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1365" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXlGc4aJdkcKtM_FIAikkzEjIPCiyVpMP-qy3ITcAvZ8-gu_-GRKqgH7OhBixs4NJZyx8QI7QU7bvXvvuaudmT6c5z-xjBA5GYb9Qyc4gChueTNJdD9j7Q28MxKNX3bAXUlys2kWsaETU-/s320/Cheryl04.jpg" /></a></div><br />When I do present as female I simply feel so good about myself, but there is often the forbidden guilt inside of me. Maybe I have feminized myself and I have achieved what I wanted, but I desire more.<p></p><p>The temptation to increase the estrogen dose is so very strong. </p><p>Do you think dear reader the effects of estrogen are a good thing if you're much happier as a person? There have been times when I have felt that estrogen has simply been pushing me harder and harder to actually be female. Perhaps estrogen is making my situation worse rather that balancing and maintaining the GD levels. However part of me loves what is happening to me. A guilty pleasure where I so want it but I am frightened too. I am happy and do want to be further feminized. If I was not taking estrogen the obsessional thoughts about being female would become disabling. You can't win and you have to accept all what comes from taking estrogen.</p><p><br /></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhI158wsJ-WeHCL1MOdDY1Lzgf4AVRMc8XcqLCWLDq5EAL7yjxEpAInSVKwO1EtVYSbv8D7nAxB-xNiEguFAiBtMz-sF1y5neGMiSar_BdK4cqLHMYpW0wZq9CZd7Dbd1qg41PqC5b5JcMl/s2048/Cheryl07.jpg" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1365" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhI158wsJ-WeHCL1MOdDY1Lzgf4AVRMc8XcqLCWLDq5EAL7yjxEpAInSVKwO1EtVYSbv8D7nAxB-xNiEguFAiBtMz-sF1y5neGMiSar_BdK4cqLHMYpW0wZq9CZd7Dbd1qg41PqC5b5JcMl/s320/Cheryl07.jpg" /></a></div><br />I appreciate that this posting my sound very mixed up. I find writing about such feelings actually very confusing. 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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The Lovely 'Eddie'</td></tr>
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Funeral Parade of Roses is a very unusual yet fascinating movie directed by Toshio Matsumoto in 1969. Clearly an experimental film, yet it’s so much more, offering a unique insight into a hidden subculture of Japan in the late 1960s.<br />
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Funeral Parade of Roses is an influential film which has encouraged other styles of filming for other directors. The film is said to have encouraged Stanley Kubrick to adapt A Clock Work Orange to film in the style that he did. I also see elements of other later movies too. Toshio Matsumoto himself was influenced by the films of the French New Wave, especially the work of Jean-Luc Godard.<br />
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Funeral Parade of Roses can be classified as a surreal, transgressive, avant garde and a queer punk drama, with documentary inserts. The film is a ‘film within a film’. The film breaks off occasionally from the drama into the real life of the actors, with interviews and some behind the scenes footage. This actually helps the non sequential, and at times psychedelic timeline of the drama, this works very well keeping the viewer interested.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The Young Eddie Tries Lipstick</td></tr>
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Who are the actors? Toshio Matsumoto used people from the real life underground scene at the time. The main ‘gay boy’, Eddie is very pretty and you may enjoy the erotic moments within the film. The actor playing Eddie was already a gay celebrity at the time. There is no bad acting and everything is well filmed in a basic manner giving a fly on the wall effect, and a sense of realism for the audience.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Japanese tranny bars aren't like they used to be</td></tr>
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I didn’t feel I was watching a film that was made fifty years ago. To Western eyes the world of Japan seems surreal in itself, let alone the world of the Japanese trans bar, adding to the films merit. The film felt ahead of its time and contained subject matter that would not have been allowed in the UK when initially released.<br />
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Some of the lovemaking content reminded me of the early Japanese Pink or Pinku eiga films but then we are moved back to the drama or even the documentary dimension of the film. These sequences do fetishise the transgender character Eddie, somewhat, but then again another trans character states that, 'all Eddie has is her sexuality'.<br />
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The usual terms of transgender do not apply within this film. As I understand there is no translation for our modern understanding, so the term ‘gay boy’ is used throughout the film. Their meaning used in the film does not seem to mean homosexual either as the characters are asked if they prefer men or women.
The soundtrack is very 1960s with a psychedelic note to it, but it also has a modern quality about it too. Rather like a composer today creating a 1960s soundtrack for a modern film.<br />
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I personally approached this film with some trepidation. I just purchased the newly released Bluray, and I was not sure what to expect. The trailer (see below) does give a good account of what to expect. I personally enjoyed the film. This really is not for everyone with its surrealism, imagery and mixed timeline. I enjoyed the glimpse into an underground transgender world of Japan in the late 1960s. Think of it as FX’s ’Pose’, done without the gloss in gritty Japanese style.<br />
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You’ll notice I have not mentioned the story at all. This is perhaps because the film itself and what it offers is more important than the story. But for those you want to know what it’s about here is a synopsis.<br />
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<i>The film follows the trials and tribulations of Eddie and his male lover Jimi, whilst trying to keep their affair secret from Jimi’s other lover. Eddie struggles with his identity and we are shown his younger life with his unaccepting mother, suffering molestation and a murder for good measure. All this set against the lives of other transgender women in the underground ‘Gay Bar’ (read:’Trans Bar’) scene in Tokyo. </i><br />
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The film has been beautifully restored with a new 4K scan. I saw it on a 100” screen and it really was a perfect restoration. The Bluray can be purchased at Amazon on the BFI (British Film Institute) label.<br />
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Those who follow this blog know I love digging out old and rare footage from film and television featuring transgender characters. Yesterday I discovered this very rare gem from the BBC from the Play For Today series which run from 1970 to 1984. The episode from 1979 is called 'Even Solomon' and is feature length running for 82 minutes. I think it may have only been shown once on television.<br />
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The Play For Today series pushed boundaries with their content giving us such delights as 'Scum' and 'Brimstone and Treacle'. So this was groundbreaking stuff in 1979.<br />
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You have to allow for the programme being made in 1979, and forgive the rather basic filming techniques. The acting is rather staged, like you're watching a play on the stage. But the trans character is done extremely well. Some of the information presented is not accurate by todays standards, but as a stand alone piece this really is very good.<br />
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The transgender character is called Stephen and is played very convincingly by Paul Henley. Stephen works in a bank and is teased by his by his work mates, lacks confidence, is a virgin and has no interest in sex. He lives with his mother who is a rather dominating figure and mocks him for 'being wet'. But Stephen has a secret - he likes to wear women clothes.<br />
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His mother confides with her friend during a midnight phone call. Through her friend she introduces Stephen to a cross dresser. The crossdresser soon realises that Stephen is simply not a regular crossdresser by a transsexual who can only be happy if he changes his gender full time.<br />
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Stephen decides to go full time and then returns to his bank job dressed as a female....I will not spoil the end.<br />
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The full play can be found on <a href="https://www.amazon.co.uk/Even-Solomon/dp/B079J6G8G5/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=even+solomon&qid=1578045727&sr=8-1" target="_blank">UK Amazon Streaming Services</a><br />
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On a similar note there was a spin off series produced by the BBC called 'Play House', which run from 1973 to 1983 which featured a play about a trans person accepting their gender identity, called 'Mary's Wife'. If any reader knows where I can view this forgotten gem please let me know.<br />
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The film as you can tell and have probably read elsewhere has been severely criticised for its content and the fact that a cis male actor, Victor Polster was used to play the lead part. I understand that auditions where held and 500 actors where reviewed to play the part, many of them trans actors.<br />
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If you watch the film you will appreciate what a difficult project this film must have been to create. The lead part had to go to an actor who not only looked the part but could also dance the very intense dance sequences. Also you also have a tiny window of time to create the project. Any lost time who result in the actor playing the part aging too much during filming. So when casting for a film such as this you can’t fulfil the desires of the activists who require trans actors to play trans parts.<br />
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The director was also cautioned by the psychologists at Ghent University Hospital for Sexology and Gender at using a trans actor. They thought it ill advised casting a trans girl at a vulnerable point in her transition. So the director was acting in a responsible manner regarding the casting.</div>
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The film has a vouyeuristic approach which some may find uncomfortable. There are scenes of nudity and the removal of ‘genital tucking’ with tapes. The camera also lingers over scenes of the other girls clothed bodies at times. At first I was unsure about this but I finally agreed it helped the movie and express the turmoil of the trans girl.</div>
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On watching the film I did not know the history or controversy behind the movie. Victor Polster is absolutely convincing as the trans girl. He looks and acts the part to perfection. I was convinced that a real trans girl was playing the part.</div>
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The film is very good on one level and I would recommend it. However the film IS the trans element. If this part was removed you have a rather boring film about a young ballerina. The film is rather ‘fly on the wall’ and has a good sense of reality. Some may argue about one of the final scenes of self abuse which ends up with the trans girl being hospitalised. So do watch this film and make a decision for yourself.</div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px;">I first saw Bibi Anderson in Vincent Aranda's 1977 film '<a href="http://www.lostintransgender.org/2016/06/i-want-to-to-be-woman-aka-cambio-de.html" target="_blank">I Want to be a Woman'</a> (Cambio de Sexo) when I was a teenager.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px;">Bibi played a transsexual showgirl in the movie, which required her to expose her male genitals at the end of her dance performance. A later scene shows her stripping off showing herself naked after SRS. She explains that due to the SRS she now has to wear a latex penis to satisfy the curiosity of the audience. She holds out a box containing the latex penis during one scene in the movie.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px;">I simply presumed that Bibi was a Spanish cis actress playing the part of a transsexual showgirl, wearing the latex penis.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">Bibi was born as Manuel Fernández Chica, on 13th February 1954, and spent her childhood in Malaga.</span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="caret-color: rgb(34, 34, 34); font-size: 14px;"> Bibi was assigned male at birth and began female hormone treatments as an adult, changing her name to Bibi. Bibi is also known by the name </span></span></span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">Bibiana Fernández, I believe both names have been used when crediting her works.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"><span style="font-size: 14px;">When Bibi became her true self, she </span></span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"><span style="font-size: 14px;">began appearing in cabaret and burlesque shows </span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px;">in several of Barcelona's vaudeville locations. This was during her late teens and early 20s. </span></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">I can only presume the shows she appeared in exploited her pre operative status.</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"> </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px;">Bibi had become an extremely beautiful, tall and glamorous woman, who would not look out of place on the cover of any top fashion magazine.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); color: black; font-family: -webkit-standard;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px;">In the 1980's she appeared in many of Pedro Almodovar's movies such as 'Matador', 'Kika' and 'High Heels'</span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 14px;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 14px;">Here we see Bibi in a musical dance sequence. You'll notice that h</span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">er co star in the film was Victoria Abril, a cis actress. If you remember Victoria Abril played the transsexual woman in the earlier film 'I Want to be a Woman', Cambio de S</span><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="caret-color: rgb(34, 34, 34); font-size: 14px;">exo.</span></span></span></span><br />
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Here is also an earlier Bibi Andersen music video of her song Lady Champagne.<br />
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Joesphine Joseph - Male or Female? - Freakshow Exploitation</h2>
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj4quabVfqs-2iG-6ojUUuzQBvwH-yIDwUcYxMxZkOHbTMCk4Zhbwf2UNLbngtQ5DXFNosBQjN6R2LFzum3vOR8hfWhQySMIiTqHRSUBnAYEx2d-DzUipg58LHjVkVkcI5uA6QG1FS_I5Mu/s1600/31Us6RfvB2L.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="217" data-original-width="217" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj4quabVfqs-2iG-6ojUUuzQBvwH-yIDwUcYxMxZkOHbTMCk4Zhbwf2UNLbngtQ5DXFNosBQjN6R2LFzum3vOR8hfWhQySMIiTqHRSUBnAYEx2d-DzUipg58LHjVkVkcI5uA6QG1FS_I5Mu/s1600/31Us6RfvB2L.jpg" /></a>For those that follow this blog you'll know that I have a keen interest in exploitation film and if there's even a hint of gender swopping then I'm on the case.
I recently dug out Tod Browning's classic 1932 film 'Freaks'. A film made during the free reign of the pre-code era before sensibilities and censorship took control over Hollywoods output. For those that are familiar with this vintage curiosity you'll know that what makes this film different is the use of real 'freaks' who were not actors but themselves. One of these characters was Josephine Joseph, half male and half female, having a body that was split down the middle as half male and half female.<br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgi14vEwru7SQIEgkrlmXE9bwU6Xa8YY17vuqr5OXXfB2TwjOaWzpQ8x2Ay8Oq0PwROHQmH0AlGREL8889QVg-aETKFdNtwHrGxxWzspioN5PEtSm_-k_A79jyLYxopP81OEdyRz0NvYoW1/s1600/623ba9ddc91222e924aed3701514dc98.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="640" data-original-width="498" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgi14vEwru7SQIEgkrlmXE9bwU6Xa8YY17vuqr5OXXfB2TwjOaWzpQ8x2Ay8Oq0PwROHQmH0AlGREL8889QVg-aETKFdNtwHrGxxWzspioN5PEtSm_-k_A79jyLYxopP81OEdyRz0NvYoW1/s320/623ba9ddc91222e924aed3701514dc98.jpg" width="249" /></a>In today's world this film by Tod Browning will initially be seen as a non PC bad taste exploitation piece. However those that are brave enough to watch this film and see and judge the film for what it is will see a film which begs the viewer for tolerance and acceptance.<br />
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The film was banned in the UK for thirty years, even then being released in a highly cut down format. The original was released at 90mins but due to censorship issues it was cut down to 64 minutes. Sadly the original version is lost only the cutdown remains. From watching the film I get the feeling that many of Josephine Joseph's (JJ) scenes are now missing. I fear the film was cut as it was thought the film was too upsetting for the general public to view. Disabled people in film was a total taboo and was so for years after this films controversy.<br />
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But back to the reason for writing about this movie. JJ was the character who was playing her/himself within the movie, and in real life made a living from appearing within freak shows at the time of filming. JJ scenes in the existing version of the film are very limited here is one of the team:<br />
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In freakshow fashion hermaphrodites were usually displayed in the half and half state. One side of the body male and the other half female. An outfit was also also created to help manifest the illusion of half male and half female, which would be a one piece, where one side was male and the other half female.<br />
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The illusion was also enhanced by two different hairstyles, one side male the other female. Rumour has it that many who were in the 'freak' scene exercised one side of their body making it muscular and toned whilst leaving the other side soft and flabby to create the 'moob' required for full effect. Some of these performers were male and some were female. I strongly suspect that JJ was actually a genetic born female who was exploiting public interest in the gender bending performances of the freak shows,<br />
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In real life JJ was a bit of an enigma. It is not known if JJ was actually male or female or actually perfected a convincing stunt pretending to be a hermaprodite.<br />
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JJ <span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"> </span><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">was </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">prosecuted in the United Kingdom at a show in Blackpool for false pretences and conspiracy on account of their "Half Woman-Half Man" circus show. Joseph claimed to be 27 years of age at the time (although in reality she was 33–34). The court alleged that the show was a fraud, and that she was not a true hermaphrodite. </span></span><br />
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JJ <span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">was married to George Waas. Much of JJ's personal life, including birth name, date of birth and death, has never be </span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="caret-color: rgb(34, 34, 34); font-size: 14px;">correctly verified.</span></span><br />
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The fashion of the half male half female continued to arouse public interest and was also part of the German burlesque scene of pre Nazi Berlin in Germany. As shown so perfectly here in the opening credits of Tinto Brass's Nazi exploitation film Salon Kitty.<br />
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Transgender Movie - Berlin 36</h2>
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As transgender athletes are a hot transgender topic at the moment I thought I would do some research into the history of how the establishment has exploited cross gender within sport competitions.<br />
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During my research I came across the story of <span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">Heinrich Ratjen who was born </span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">Dora Ratjen. Dora says in his own words, "</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">My parents brought me up as a girl I therefore wore girl's clothes all my childhood. But from the age of 10 or 11 I started to realize I wasn't female, but male. However I never asked my parents why I had to wear women's clothes even though I was male"</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="caret-color: rgb(34, 34, 34); font-size: 14px;">Dora was forced by the Nazi's to replace their Jewish high jump athlete, as part of the Berlin 1936 Olympics. The Nazi's were fully aware that Dora was a male who had been brought up as a female by his mother. So the Nazi's would rather have a trans person winning than a Jewish person. The whole concept is highly bizarre.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="caret-color: rgb(34, 34, 34); font-size: 14px;">In 1938 she was examined by a German physician who</span></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"> described Dora's</span><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px;"> genitalia as having a "coarse scarred stripe from the tip of the penis to the rear", and stated his opinion that with this organ sexual intercourse would be impossible. It is from this point onward that we perhaps understand that Dora had an intersex condition. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="caret-color: rgb(34, 34, 34); font-size: 14px;">Times magazine reported that</span></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"> Dora had presented as Hermann, a waiter in Bremen, "who tearfully confessed that he had been forced by the Nazis to pose as a woman 'for the sake of the honor and glory of Germany'. Sighed Hermann: 'For three years I lived the life of a girl. It was most dull.</span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px; padding-right: 0.15em;">'</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">"</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">Here is the trailer:</span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; caret-color: rgb(34, 34, 34); font-size: 14px;">For more info about Dora see the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dora_Ratjen" target="_blank">Wikipedia Entry Here</a></span></span><br />
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A life of feminisation fascination </h4>
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Over the last few years I feel I have come full circle regarding my outlook on gender. As a very young child, pre school years, I decided that males and females were in fact the same. The only difference was the clothes that men and women presented in. My brain also decided that these 'costumes' that provided the gender difference also permitted the wearer to behave in a certain fashion, either masculine or feminine. Such a belief from myself as a young child was entirely understandable. Adults know that the costume that you wear dictates how you behave. If you're a policeman in uniform on duty you'll be in work mode commanding a level of respect compared to the same person dressed casual at a social occasion.</div>
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Such a simple ideology dreamt up by a young child meant that becoming a member of the opposite sex could easily be accomplished. Where this original thought came from I really don't know. The presented image of the female either adult or child, together with the permitted behaviour and emotions that were allowed by females was very appealing to me. So my brain fixated very early on the ability for me to experience 'girlhood'.</div>
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I will now share with you some random transgender memories which have stuck in my mind over the years.</div>
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Doing my early years of school life I soon learnt that such desires could never be made public, and needed to be kept under wraps. I remember playing in the playground once and a girl came up to me and said 'You scream like a girl', I was so ashamed. It was as if this girl had seen what was on the inside of me. My manner at the time was just like any other boy, or so I believed, however I was very shy. Another thing I was ashamed about was that I could never throw a ball over arm like the rest of the boys. If I attempted to throw a ball overarm it would only travel a very small distance. The other kids teased me saying that I can't move my arm right and throw like a girl. Sports days were an embarrassment.</div>
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My parents moved house a few times, when I was very young, which meant I had to go to a number of different schools, which didn't help with my shyness. One thing I noticed was that at each school I went to there was a 'girly boy'. Oddly enough these boys played with the girls and didn't get picked on by the other boys. I remember being totally fascinated with such feminine boys at school. I didn't befriend them as this would be a serious risk to my own acceptance. Why was I so fascinated by them? Well here was a young boy my age who was expressing a behaviour pattern, girliness, and he was dressed as a normal boy like me. He didn't need to have the costume to enable him to act like a girl, nor did he act ashamed as he was simply being himself. I would watch and admire the feminine boys from afar whilst at school. At one school the resident girly boy was playing a game of kiss chase and he caught me which meant he had to kiss me. I had to put on an act of struggling as he gave me a big kiss in front of my friends much to their amusement. I secretly liked the kiss, I was eight at the time.</div>
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As I grew up and went to the local comprehensive (12 to 17 years), I noticed the local feminine boy was not treated very well at all expect by the other females. The males would ridicule anything different and of course he was. I was still very fascinated by such feminine males, but this feminine boy who was girly in every way to the extreme also had a sister in the same year. They may have been non identical twins. What was strange about them both was that she was exceptionally masculine, she was dressed as a normal girl but had the behaviour and manner of the other boys. She was never teased like her brother. </div>
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So my private study of gender through feminine boys or masculine girls was all I had to understand my own concepts of gender. To make matters even more confusing the 'twins' when they reached leaving age they both presented as heir assigned gender. He was no longer girly and she was no longer boyish. Both had gone through their own internal transformation. Maybe this was forced upon then in order to conform? I will never know.</div>
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On leaving school there were two social icons who renewed my fascination with cross gender behaviour. Boy George and Marilyn. Seen here is this short clip (actors playing Boy George and Marilyn) from the BBC drama 'Worried About the Boy', which is a must see. There are full versions of the film on YouTube to watch. </div>
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In my late teens I had developed twisted testicles. Yes this is exactly what you think it is. The blood supply is cut off and the testicles die if untreated. The pain was so great that the doctors 'saved me' from castration. Looking back I often wonder if it was my own body rejecting the masculinity that was to come.</div>
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It was also during this time that sexchange operations made headlines, usually in the Sunday tabloids. With the usual very unkind comments, which would result in transphobic arrests by police if they were printed today. Tula (Caroline Cosey) was the beautiful Bond girl who used to be a male, Stephanie Anne Lloyd who used to be Keith Hull made the headlines with her sexchange too. With Stephanie's story the newspapers printed some form of untrue bizarre story regarding the events leading up to the sexchange. They stated that Keith has contracted a rare tropical disease and that the only cure was to take oestrogen and have a sexchange - how bizarre. Stephanie later reinvented herself and became the owner of the chain Transformation shops in the UK.</div>
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Another unusual story was Stephanie Robinson, who I first learned about through her modelling and her appearance in a TG magazine. Stephanie was particularly interesting as she did not fit the usual narative. The following is from <a href="https://www.reuters.com/article/uk-gay-rights-britain/transgender-police-officer-says-becoming-a-woman-wasnt-even-a-thought-idUKKBN0OX0VP20150617" target="_blank">Reuters</a></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #313132; font-family: , serif;"><i>Stephenie Robinson, a British transgender police officer born Stephen, never felt like she was trapped in a wrong body and never dreamed of living life as a woman.</i></span></div>
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<i style="color: #313132; font-family: freight-book, serif;">Robinson’s transition from man to woman began 35 years ago with one doctor’s diagnosis that the reason behind her unmanageable sex drive, suicide attempts, violent outbursts and occasional cross-dressing was simply because Robinson should have been female. </i></div>
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<i style="color: #313132; font-family: freight-book, serif;">But Robinson was far from being overwhelmed with joy. </i></div>
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<i style="color: #313132; font-family: freight-book, serif;">Stephanie says, “The impact of estrogen taking is that you will feminize and there’s no way out of that.”</i></div>
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One of the sites that I always like to promote is <a href="http://crossdreamlife.com/" target="_blank">CrossDreamLife</a> which is a friendly forum for gender questioning people. The forum is also a good support centre for those who can't transition as it's simple not an option in their lives. There are plenty of case studies on there from others who experience cross dreaming. Cross dreaming describes the thoughts and feelings of the desire to express the inner woman. Many have found peace and a 'solution' to their situation.</div>
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Another event in my life was to explore all of the transgender feminisation fantasies out there through the medium of video. <a href="https://www.tranisa.com/" target="_blank">Tranisa </a>was formed almost 10 years ago and introduced us to the fantasies previously reserved only for print, TG Captions and stories found on the net. It was difficult to move fantasy to film as when filming you are presented by the walls of reality all around you, however our actresses really got into the stories and made it real for the viewer, no matter how outrageous the story. I even appeared myself as a male who is feminized in the story, this was usually when the booked male actor got cold feet and didn't show up for filming.<br />
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So at the beginning of this blog entry I said I have come full circle with my view on gender, as I now feel like I did as a child that we are all the same, and that gender does not really matter. Male and females are the same, I know in reality men and women are very different, but to aid my sanity I have decided that we are all the same. We can be who we want and we can express who we want to be, subject to confidence and social situation.<br />
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As previously said I have feminized myself to a certain degree. This has probably influenced my thinking somewhat. Before using estrogen I really could not see the wood from the trees. Everything was quite a mess in my head. However as I previously have stated in blog postings I have 'yo-yoed' on and off hormones over the years which I know is not good for me, but they seem to be the only thing that genuinely helps me.</div>
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This trailer is from one of the first films we made at Tranisa, which examines what happens when a young man is caught out and discovered to be a secret crossdresser. The film is a happy film showing the positive side of what can happen when we believe the worst has actually happened.<br />
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Film is 'My Pretty Husband' from <a href="https://www.clips4sale.com/studio/42598/16325302/My+Pretty+Husband+-+Feminized+into+a+Woman" target="_blank">Tranisa</a>.<br />
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Masie and Satine are having their coffee morning discussing what to wear at the weekend when the postman arrives. Masie opens a package addressed to her husband by mistake and is surprised to find a transvestite magazine inside. Both Masie and her friend Satine are shocked that Masie's husband Peter may be a secret crossdresser.<br />
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Peter returns home and is confronted by Masie and Satine. The truth is soon forced out of the very nervous Peter.<br />
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What follows is Masie and Satine's introduction to Peter's inner woman. The girls dress peter in feminine ladies underwear, matching bra and panties with some extra soft pantyhose for his girly legs. Makeup applied his face looks like a doll. The long red wig finally transforms Peter into a very convincing woman, much to the pleasure of the girls'.<br />
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Encouraged to be girly Peter soon forgets he is a man and enjoys his new future as the girls feminized play thing.<br />
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<a href="http://crossdreamlife.com/" target="_blank">CrossDreamLife </a>is a friendly transgender forum which explores the world of Crossdreaming and crossdressing. Discover others like yourself who dream of becoming a member of the opposite sex.<br />
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These books are seriously good. I would not put a plug up on this site unless I was not impressed by the contents of these books. Money well spent and an excellent investment in yourself for the future.<br />
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You can also view the <a href="https://www.amazon.com/default/e/B019H0RDJ4/ref=dp_byline_cont_ebooks_1?redirectedFromKindleDbs=true" target="_blank">Amazon Book store for The Transcend Movement Titles</a><br />
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Once fully feminized would you find yourself in a cloudy position with regards to your transition? Would you no longer have the reference or understanding which drove you to transition in the first place?</div>
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So what if you're transitioning and all of your feelings regarding transition are most sincere. You’re convinced it is the right thing for you to do. You’re getting positive feedback from the hormones you’re taking. Your brain is less cluttered, the obsession of crossdreaming is much reduced and you feel much happier as a person as a result. You’re now free to simply get on with your life. The desire to transition is still there pushing you harder and harder along the transition conveyor belt. Your sex drive is much reduced and you are much happier being less driven than before. You have perhaps achieved your goal, the quality of life is better, you feel yourself (what ever gender that is) for the first time in ages. </div>
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1. You feel cured. So much so that you don’t understand what the whole transition business was all about in the first place. You stop taking hormones and decide that perhaps life as a male is not so bad after all. You’re OK for lets say two to three months and then the cross dreaming thoughts come along again. You hold out for as long as you can but you end up taking the oestrogen again just to have a clear head. This process may repeat itself over and over for many years. However after each cycle you have been pushed a little further along the transition conveyor belt.<br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify;"><i>"I started transitioning from male-to-female in the late 90's. At the time I explained my concerns of being AG and transitioning to my therapist, but he didn't see it as problematic. It probably didn't hurt that I was small, attractive, and extremely passable. I think those aspects "qualified me" in their books... almost no matter what I said in session."</i></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify;"><i>" I transitioned and lived for almost a decade in the female role. It was great in many ways (I was "present" during sex with a partner instead of locked in my own fantasy world! I was seen as attractive and enjoyed the attention from both men and women. I felt a certain ease in the daily feminine role instead of trying and failing to measure up to the masculine.), but terrible in others (Expense of transition. SRS is final. Most TS's I know have severe lifelong issues -- even the ones who "pass" completely. As you age, the need for FFS and other surgeries becomes a reality if you want to stay on the feminine side of the tracks. Being a female can be frightening -- I was in two attempted rapes. I resented having to be tied to an endo and pills forever. I found that it was hard to have true girlfriends because they look at you differently than other women... even when they say they don't. Etc.)... and ultimately I de-transitioned."</i></span><br />
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<i><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify;">"After I de-transitioned, it took my system many, many years to regulate hormones. For years I was asexual and had no AG. In fact, I thought I was cured. Then..."</span><br style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify;" /><br style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify;">"I noticed my forehead was getting greasy... I was getting more aggressive... I was having sex dreams again... and getting aroused. I knew my T level was rising after all those years dormant... and that's when the AG started to return. I was really horrified. As a child I'd prayed that God would release me of these thoughts. I thought he'd answered my prayers... but now learned differently."</span><br style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify;" /><br style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify;">"I wanted to run back to transition, but fought it -- I'd learned too much of the reality of transition to do it again, but with no cure for AG, how could I deal with it?"</span><br style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify;" /><br style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify;">"For me, I looked at what I needed most... to be seen as female on a casual social level and sexually... and this is where I hope to keep it. I choose not to have SRS and change my documentation (what a nightmare it was to change back last time!), but to come to terms with being an extremely feminine male (tg)."</span><br style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify;" /><br style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify;">"To this day I really wish there was a cure to this. More than female, I really just want to be "normal."</span></i><br />
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This experience seems to be more common that we think, with the crossdreaming condition. There are many that argue that the test for transgender transition is to take estrogen and see how you respond. The common thought is that the person with the Feminisation Fetich will soon come off hormones and be relived to return back to normal masculinity. But many have taken oestrogen in high does with T blockers over many years, transitioned and then found themselves in the position the person has described above.<br />
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Transgender forums are full of stories of people 'yo-yoing' back and forth between the two worlds. These people are not fantasists and are very real. Their feelings of gender dysphoria are very powerful and are driving them to take oestrogen's to feel like themselves.<br />
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Psychologist Anne Vitale has recognised that many transgender clients over the years, have experienced what she calls 'Testosterone Toxicity'. Briefly that testosterone is the driver for transition, and coupled with the aromatase into oestrogen makes things much worse for the transgender individual. The aromatase into oestrogen is the part of this subject that I simply don't understand. However you can read <a href="http://www.avitale.com/TNote15Testosterone.htm" target="_blank">the report here</a> which has some excellent case studies<br />
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<span style="caret-color: rgb(102, 0, 0); color: #660000; font-size: medium;"><i>"It is also known that the administration of cross sex hormones MUST be maintained to sustain the anxiolytic effect. It is not unusual for some patients, feeling better after starting hormones, to believe they are cured and no longer need to continue the medication. Unfortunately what they experience is a quick return of their gender dysphoria. If there is any physical test to determine who should seriously consider partial or full transition, taking cross sex hormones is it."</i></span><br />
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<span style="caret-color: rgb(102, 0, 0); color: #660000; font-size: medium;"><i>"In addition, to account for the periodic need to cross dress in certain males, I predict that eventually we will find that as testosterone levels rise above some threshold in the daily lives of these males (Ahokoski et al 1998), that the enzyme aromatase becomes active and temporarily converts testosterone into estradiol forcing a strong desire to dress and live, even if only temporarily, as a woman."</i></span><br />
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<span style="caret-color: rgb(102, 0, 0); color: #660000; font-size: medium;"><i>"as counterintuitive as it may seem, it can only be assumed that testosterone plays a crucial role in forcing certain male individuals to crossdress and experience femininity to the maximum degree possibly."</i></span><br />
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But the problem is what do we do to treat ourselves and maintain a quality of life? For those who come off hormones many are restarting again months or years later just to find some relief.<br />
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I myself have restarted a low dose regime of oestrogen. I simply could not stand it any longer and knew the only thing I could do to help myself was to take oestrogen. I am now far happier, my brain is settled and everything in my life seems to make sense. I am happy, but I know as I continue the problems of how I will be perceived to others will become apparent. I too just want to feel normal and oestrogen makes me feel normal regardless of gender. It feels as if I have no choice but to accept my feminisation, in order to be myself. Maybe I am transphobic myself and this is my problem?<br />
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So I would be interested to hear from others who are in the same boat as me. Have you come to a form of acceptance? Perhaps a partial transition even? Have you fully transitioned and now wonder what has driven you to transition in the first place? Did you experience all of the above, fully transition and are happy?<br />
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<br />Cheryl Sussexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512809610979507630noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6348036846171689536.post-84701087476217056602017-10-30T06:51:00.003+00:002017-10-30T06:52:45.963+00:00Trans Hypno Therapy <h2>
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Lara and her husband are having marriage problems so they decide to try and solve their problems by visiting a doctor. Lara's husband is rather sexist and has very old fashioned ideas about Lara's role in their marriage. He want her to be more submissive and 'to do as she is told'. The doctor has other ideas and decides that the problem is with Lara's husband not Lara. He is soon transformed into panties, stockings and a big pink sissy dress to make HIM more submissive. A great fun male to female transformation of a sexist husband into a sissy plaything for his wife. </div>
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Cheryl Sussexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512809610979507630noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6348036846171689536.post-23354373689075160902017-10-06T09:49:00.000+01:002019-04-02T09:08:55.257+01:00Feminization an S&M Fantasy? : Georgette Dee in Seduction the Cruel Woman<span style="font-weight: normal;">Seduction The Cruel Woman (Verfuhrung: Die Grausame Frau) is a 1985 West German film directed by Elfi Mikesch</span><span class="noprint" style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 11.899999618530273px; font-weight: normal;"> </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-weight: normal;">and </span><span style="font-weight: normal;">Monika Treut</span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: sans-serif; font-weight: normal;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 14px;">. The film stars </span></span><span style="color: black; font-weight: normal;">Mechthild Großmann </span><span style="font-weight: normal;">and Georgette Dee. Mechthild plays Wanda a dominatrix who runs a gallery in Hamburg. She lures and seduces men and women of all types into her S&M play world where audiences pay for the privilege of seeing her performing with her slaves, including her feminized Friederike.</span><br />
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Georgette Dee plays a fascinating but small part as Wanda's feminized secretary and slave Friederike. The film opens with Friederike in a male sailor costume, but after this opening scene we next see her happily typing away at the typewriter performing her secretary duties for Wanda. From this point on we only see her as a female.</div>
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Georgette is featured in many scenes within the film but sadly her character is not fully explored. The main theme is the lesbian relationship Wanda has with her American female lover. </div>
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There is one scene where Friederike is rewarded for her services as a feminized slave by being given a tattoo which is part of a humiliation and public display S&M scene. I presume this is a reward for her devotion to her own feminisation at the hands of Wanda.</div>
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The film is very dark, dreamy, hypnotic, erotic and bizarre. The tag line quote on the film poster for the film was, "A stunner....This is S&M by Avedon, outfits by Dior". In fact there are some fantastic outfits and Mechthild does look stunning the the variety of outfits she wears. There are some great scenes for those with a shoe fetish too. The film looks good in stills but for me the assembly of the film needed a bit more gloss, as the film can seem a little boring to some, but not if your fetish is featured. Monica Treut wrote her PhD thesis about sadomasochism so she does know what she is talking about.</div>
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I originally saw the film at an art house cinema back in the early 1990s. I was mesmerised by the movie at the time. Seeing it years later on the small screen I was disappointed. I think the enjoyment came from the atmosphere within the cinema at the time, or perhaps it does not translate well to the small screen.</div>
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Georgette Dee, is trans herself, her roots seem to be from performing in subculture transvestite cabaret. Georgette was awarded the German award for 'Small Art' in 1994, known as Deutsche Kleinkunstpreis. I can't find out much information about Georgette as all the interesting text appears to be in German.</div>
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<br />Cheryl Sussexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512809610979507630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6348036846171689536.post-89245189326041479032017-07-18T09:30:00.001+01:002017-07-18T09:30:40.961+01:00Feminisation as Abuse. A look at 'The Heart Is Deceitful Above All Things'<h2>
When Feminisation Becomes Abuse.</h2>
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The film when initially released in 2005 the DVD was given an 18 certificate by the BBFC, today the same film presented as uncut only receives a 15 certificate by the BBFC. The films main theme is abuse, and the tattered relationship between mother and son. </div>
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The sequence where the mother feminizes her son appears to be the only time in the film when she shows him some form of genuine love. The boy feels acceptance and love from his mother by becoming a girl. This is very short lived as this then leeds to another disturbing sequence which I won't outline here.</div>
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<br />Cheryl Sussexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512809610979507630noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6348036846171689536.post-33737648926388188892017-07-12T12:00:00.000+01:002017-07-14T10:33:09.226+01:00Soldier in Skirts. Cross-dressing to Escape the Army<h2>
A Cross-dressing Love Story</h2>
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A young man deserting the army by cross-dressing and living as a woman, assuming a new identity, and being helped by the woman he loves. This is not the subject of a Fiction Mania transgender fantasy story but of a very well made little known British film from 1972. Based upon the book of the same title by H.E Bates.<br />
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'Soldier in Skirts' (AKA 'The Triple Echo' in UK) 1972 Directed by Michael Apsted, Starring Oliver Reed, Glenda Jackson and Brian Deacon.<br />
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Don't be fooled by the American title of this film, 'Soldier in Skirts', as this gives the impression that you're going to watch an English farce or the latest Carry On movie. This film is rather tense and for me it left a bad taste in my mouth due to the shocking and tragic ending. So this is no comedy, but shows what happens when reality and fantasy clash.<br />
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Set during WWII in a quiet English farmstead. Glenda Jackson plays Alice, who is running her farm single handed since her husband has become a prisoner of the Japanese. While Alice is roaming her farm she meets a young soldier, Barton, played by Brian Deacon. The two quickly become friends and then lovers. Barton decides to desert the army and takes refuse with Alice on her farm, in exchange for helping out on the farm.<br />
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The military, notice Barton's absence and soon start searching for him. Barton has to take extreme measures to avoid being caught and takes on the identity of Alice's sister. Barton is soon crossdressed and living s 'Jill'.<br />
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Christmas is approaching and there is a Christmas party being held in the village. And guess what the sergeant is on the lookout for a date. The sergeant asks 'Jill' to the Christmas dance, Alice tries her best to persuade Jill to make excuses and not go. However Jill is very niave, she has cabin fever being hidden on the farm all of the time and would like to have some fun. Jill really doesn't seem to understand the risks involved and accepts the invitation to the dance.<br />
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The dance sequence is done very well with Oliver Reed trying his best to get close to Jill. They dance check to cheek and even end up under the mistletoe together. Jill manages to avoid being kissed by sergeant but you can see his patience is being tested.<br />
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Well you can imagine what happens, Jill's disguise is soon unmasked and the military soon realise that Jill is the local deserter they have been looking for. A very angry Oliver Reed personally seeks out Deacon for arrest, but not before a public assault to appease the sergeants humiliation of being fooled by 'Jill'. I won't say how it ends that's for you to discover.<br />
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In 1990 I was 21 and at the point in my life where I had begun the long road of self discovery of what it means to be trans. It was also the year that Jennie Livingston released her cult documentary movie 'Paris is Burning.' I remember it being aired on BBC2 as part of their Arena documentary series. The Arena team made an introduction to the film stating that Madonna's hit single Vogue had taken it's roots from the culture existing within the underground gay night clubs of New York City.<br />
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The film chronicled the 'Ball Circuit', and the African-America, transgender, Latino and gay communities involved in it. An underworld where you could live out the fantasy of being what you were denied in real life due to poverty, race or your sexuality. Organised into gangs called 'Houses', taking their names and influence from the major fashion companies, and battling it out on the catwalk for prestige and the ultimate realness of their fantasy. For one night each member of a House could walk the walk and compete for trophies, being what ever you wanted for the night. This in itself formed part of the love and acceptance the contestants dreamed of.<br />
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This film had quite an impact upon me and I often thought about the many transgender characters involved within the film and where they are now. Sadly most of those who appeared have now passed on. One trans girl who I really took a shine to and would love to have met in real life was Venus Xtravaganza, from the House of Xtravaganza.<br />
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Venus stated in the movie, "I want to be a spoiled, rich, white girl living in the suburbs. They get what they want".<br />
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Born 22nd May 1965, as Thomas Pellagatti to an Italian-American and Pureto Rican family, Thomas adopted the name venus in her teens. Venus said that as she did not want to be an embarrassment to her family she decided to find another life and joined the House of Xtravaganza in 1983, when she also adopted the surname of her House.<br />
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Venus was trapped in poverty having moved away from home at such a young age and I would imagine the Ball Circuit provided her a way of escaping her trappings. She worked as an escort but was warned by her friends that she took too many risks and was far too trusting of people. As you follow her within the movie you're shocked to learn that before the filming had finished the young Venus met a very grizzly death. She was found strangled under a hotel bed in a New York hotel room. Her killer was never found. She was only 23 years old.<br />
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RIP Venus, I would have loved to have known you.<br />
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Having recently revisited the film I wonder how, if at all, things have changed for trans people since the 1980s. I would like to think things have changed for the better. However today, there does seem to be a new dark uprising on the horizon pushing transphobia through the media. We must do all we can to ensure that Transphobia is not used to push or be part of any political agenda.<br />
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The video below shows many of the sequences of Paris is Burning which feature Venus. The full film is easily available and is even on Netflix. Enjoy.<br />
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<i><span style="background-color: white; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">'</span></i><i><span style="background-color: white; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">The film depicts people with different gender identities or communities and their different forms of expression.</span><sup class="reference" id="cite_ref-5" style="color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1; unicode-bidi: -webkit-isolate; white-space: nowrap;"><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paris_Is_Burning_(film)#cite_note-5" style="background-image: none; color: #0b0080; text-decoration: none;">[5]</a></sup><span style="background-color: white; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"> It also explores how its subjects dealt with the adversity of </span>racism<span style="background-color: white; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">, </span>homophobia<span style="background-color: white; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">, </span>AIDS<span style="background-color: white; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"> and </span><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Poverty" style="background-image: none; color: #0b0080; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px; text-decoration: none;" title="Poverty">poverty</a><span style="background-color: white; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">. For example, some, like </span>Venus Xtravaganza<span style="background-color: white; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"> became </span>sex workers<span style="background-color: white; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">, some </span>shoplift<span style="background-color: white; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"> clothing, and some were thrown out of their homes by homophobic parents. One participant was saving money for </span>sex reassignment surgery<span style="background-color: white; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">. According to Livingston, the documentary is a multi-leveled exploration of a subculture in African American and Latino cultures that proves to be a microcosm of society, which was an underappreciated and arguably underground world that many Americans were unfamiliar with.</span><sup class="reference" id="cite_ref-6" style="color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1; unicode-bidi: -webkit-isolate; white-space: nowrap;"><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paris_Is_Burning_(film)#cite_note-6" style="background-image: none; color: #0b0080; text-decoration: none;">[6]</a></sup><span style="background-color: white; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"> Through candid one-on-one interviews the film offers insight into the lives and struggles of its subjects and the strength, pride, and humor they maintain to survive in a "rich, white world." ' <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paris_Is_Burning_(film)" target="_blank">Read More </a></span></i><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">The film centres on Frank/Tomboy Kitchen (Rodriguez), a contract killer who is seeking revenge after being involuntarily subjected to </span>gender reassignment surgery<span style="background-color: white; color: #252525; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"> by the sociopathic Dr. Rachel Kay (Weaver).</span><br />
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I have another previous blog posting about <a href="http://www.lostintransgender.org/2016/11/forced-sexchange-film-reassignment-aka.html" target="_blank">this film here</a> which may interest you all.<br />
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Forced Medical Feminisation Anyone?</h2>
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Transgender Meditation for fantasy MTF experience</h2>
Here we have another self hypnosis file I have created. It is available <a href="https://youtu.be/XeuLG7q89Ck" target="_blank">FREE ON YOU TUBE HERE.</a><br />
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Transgender Sleep Hypnosis</h2>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "roboto" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">The sleep story is of male to female transformation as is based upon my own experiences of taking female hormones and the feelings and situations I found myself in. So many elements are in fact true. I hope I convey my own experiences using this media, as such an experience is rather surreal. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "roboto" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">i would appreciate any feed back good or bad as I would like to make some others as a regular series and want to get it right. This recording perhaps has a slight menace to the story but I feel it is important to err on the side of caution.</span><br />
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Lucid Dreaming Induction for Male to Female</h2>
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Have you ever wanted to explore the world of lucid dreaming? Have you also ever wanted to live out your dreams of becoming female? Well....by popular request I have created my first, hopefully of many, <a href="https://youtu.be/JzlMUWrd-24" target="_blank">FREE hypnosis video</a>. This is freely available on <a href="https://youtu.be/JzlMUWrd-24" target="_blank">YouTube Here</a>. It has a running time of 36 minutes and is designed to be used at bed time to assist you in sleeping. The best time to use the video in the later part of your sleep cycle as explained below.<br />
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Please feel free to share the <a href="https://youtu.be/JzlMUWrd-24" target="_blank">YouTube link</a> or embed the file via YouTube where ever you like.<br />
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The purpose of this recording is to enable you
to experience your inner woman through lucid dreaming. It does not matter if you have never
been able to physically express your inner woman in real life. It does not
matter if you have never cross dressed. If you have a desire to express a
feminine side of your nature this recording is how.<br />
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A true lucid dream is very much like entering
an alternate reality. The experience is not like a normal dream, it feels
totally real in every respect. You
have full control over this reality of your own creation. When you first
experience such a dream the high obtained is so intense that the excitement can
wake you up. With the correct training and experience you can maintain your
excitement and prolong the lucid dream for as long as you desire.<br />
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Lucid dreaming is a skill that is not easily
learnt however this hypnosis tool is designed to accelerate the learning
process. I recommend that you keep a dream diary and
record all your dreams. You may find initially when you do this that you can
only recall a couple of sentences about what you dreamt. As you write down more
of your dreams in your diary you’ll soon notice that your writing down complete
paragraphs and in time a page full of information. It is essential that you do
this to improve your on dream recall. As you do this you’ll soon start to
notice common themes within your dreams which are called dream signs.<br />
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You can
you dream signs to turn a normal dream into a lucid dream by realising you are
dreaming. We also recommend that you practice reality checks throughout the day
so as you may start to question if you are dreaming within your normal dreams.<br />
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<br />Cheryl Sussexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512809610979507630noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6348036846171689536.post-19967675997007673522016-11-28T07:20:00.000+00:002016-12-06T08:08:38.951+00:00Transsexual Shock Cinema. Using Transgender Characters to Shock the Audience<h2>
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I have often written about the poor use of transgender characters in film to either provoke or shock the audience. Here are two examples. Sleepaway Camp from 1983, when the mainstream media didn't know any better and also more recently with the 2012 transsexuals in prison film K11.<br />
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This review does contain spoilers, but you can still enjoy the movie (if you like such movies) whilst still knowing the twist. The clip here shows 'Angela' with her doctor mother whilst still a boy, informing young Peter of his new future as a feminized male who will be called Angela. We presume as she is a doctor the mother will be supplying hormones etc, although this is not part of the plot. We then see the unhappy boy now 'Angela' with her brother and mother before going off to summer camp. The clip also shows some bullying from one of her room mates about the use of the shower.<br />
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The original poster shown on the left shows a large knife penetrating through a pair of shorts. I wonder if this is some castration complex being illustrated here?<br />
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Notice how the poster for Sleepaway Camp II shows a rather androgynous Angela, who is now post op, and presumed more dangerous than before. Her title has been upgraded to "The Angel of Death".<br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "verdana" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>After a terrible boating accident killed her family, shy Angela Baker (Felissa Rose, Return To Sleepaway Camp) went to live with her eccentric Aunt Martha and her cousin Ricky. This summer, Martha decides to send them both to Camp Arawak, a place to enjoy the great outdoors. Shortly after their arrival, a series of bizarre and violent accidents begin to claim the lives of various campers. Has a dark secret returned from the camp’s past…or will an unspeakable horror end the Summer season for all? </i></span><br />
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K11 was made in 2012 by Jules Mann-Stewart. The tag line for the movie reads, "There is a unit in the Los Angeles jail system that separates gay and transgender inmates from the general population. It's called K11." It's in this unit that many new rookies do at least four weeks duty, apparently most of them survive. <br />
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There are a number of trans characters featured in the story and we are told by one of the prison guards, "Don't get distracted by the females in here. There aren't any females in here". These trans ladies are hard, very hard, no one messes around with them. The transgender diva of the inmates actually calls herself The Queen / Mousey and enjoys establishing her position to any new inmate. She is played by Kate del Castillo, who in real life looks nothing like her frightening character Mousey.<br />
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Sadly the film only uses CIS actors to play the transgender inmates. I don't know why this was as in todays world there are plenty of very talented trans actors. However I wonder how many would be willing to appear in such a film. The film was not well received by critics and was awarded an 8% 'cotton' rating from Rotton Tomatoes.<br />
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Despite the trailer promising a very nasty rough ride, I enjoyed this film and actually warmed to the Mousey character. She didn't seem that bad after all.<br />
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This film didn't seem to cause offence within the trans community despite the very negative image of trans people. Still it did show then as very tough and not to be messed with. I am comparing the recent <i>'Reassignment'</i> controversy to this film, which as far as I know missed the trans activist radar.<br />
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Here are some fun short MTF crossdressing videos I have recently uploaded. Each feature MTF ,crossdressing and transformation. Simply click on the photos and links below to watch the associated video on YouTube. The full films are available via <a href="hit://tranisa.com" target="_blank">Tranisa</a>. <br />
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If you are effected by crossdressing or the desire to be female check out <a href="http://crossdreamlife.lefora.com/" target="_blank">Cross Dream Life forum</a>.<br />
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1 Paige and Lara give our male a lesson in crossdressing and feminisation. <a href="https://youtu.be/_kpJvjuGbp0" target="_blank">Watch this now here</a><br />
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4. A pretty and very feminine male is crossdressed and transformed. <a href="https://youtu.be/ZG4pxPKsp98" target="_blank">Watch this now</a></div>
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5 A wife prefers her husband to crossdress as a woman. <a href="https://youtu.be/ycqamhl04no" target="_blank">Watch this now</a></div>
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Free Transgender Makeup Lesson</h2>
I have uploaded a free 1 hour long transgender makeup lesson. I made this a little while ago with a professional makeup artist known as T. She her transform young Paul into a very convincing natural woman. The transgender makeup lesson is split into two parts each with a 30 min running time.<br />
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Part One of the Makeup Lesson can be found on our <a href="https://youtu.be/u2tmwXiC7kA" target="_blank">YouTube Channel Here </a>30mins running time<br />
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Part Two of the Makeup Lesson can be found on our <a href="https://youtu.be/jyKhgmi-MUQ" target="_blank">YouTube Channel Here</a> 30mins running time<br />
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As part of a new <a href="https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmloiFZKM7DFMIzgtIUEipw" target="_blank">YouTube Channel you can view here </a><br />
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